To get rid of all that noise. So many different voices, screaming out their own words for others to listen, but others also shout so there is no one listening. The chaos of these voices, what we feel must be universal, fundamentally what we are as human beings, but at the same time, there is… Continue reading How can we be so sure?
The feeling of loss when you are in bed with the heaviest body, sinking into the mattress, and through the crumpled sheets, to the centre of something failing. Your head is falling into the depth of despair and you cannot wake up but not fall into sleep enough. I have always been a sickly being.… Continue reading Just staring into space
I am listening. The window is open to my right, the air has been cooled from the drop in temperature and the rain from previous night. I let myself to sleep hearing the spluttering on the roof, and I adored how I was tucked in the softness of the bed with the book set in… Continue reading I write for everything
The fragility of moments is what we all think we know, and we don’t, really. We remember them when we are nearly dying, or sick or lose it. It is already gone when we think we know what it is. We are always too late for so many things. So smart and knowing the way… Continue reading Moments are fiction
I was writing about "intensity" in various places, I came up with more than I wanted it to, raw, exposed emotions arising and I couldn't keep writing. I turned them into a poem instead. Because it scares me so much. That intensity. The way dark falls upon from above, crushing hearts and mind… Continue reading That intensity
I fantasise myself being swallowed into the night. Walking in the direction of the sun disappearing, and there is no more light to stream the warmth through. The street lamp will start to show itself, the orange standing tall in the night, noble and almost human. I stand under the street light alone. There is no… Continue reading Of being swallowed into the night
There was a sense of rain in the air last night on my way home from work. Maybe I knew it from the morning of that day, when I wrote about the sky burning down onto the ocean and felt like the whole world was on fire. It is usually 1-3 days later that it… Continue reading Before it rains
Mellow rhythm and sound walks on a tightrope spread out into hundreds of directions. It is the softness, but not too soft, it is that feeling of being alive with the sound, like the beat flowing through your veins, not an attachment from the outside but there with you, and therefore, you cannot get… Continue reading Mellow
There is a sense of beginning after finishing a novel. Story becomes something, in the presence of blank spaces in-between the time actually reading and moving around in daily life. There is always a piece of each other, stories to connect with, memories and experience to store away and the colour of the heart. Emotions… Continue reading There is a sense of beginning after finishing a novel.
Desktop. In a world where technology is part of how we live. Using our computers have become an extension of who we are. The way we layout things to the filing names and the things that covers it. I am a writer, I have millions of random thoughts and small writings scattered. I use my… Continue reading mind=desktop view